Its been a while, I think its time to write something. I want to go to a cafe and just sit with my good friends and just talk and get to know each other again. I realized that I do not enjoy the company of my "old" friends any more. I wish to come home and just sit by my computer and listen to music. Yesterday was so fun, I'm glad I decided to go out. sigh.. I dont know what to do anymore. everything is just so messed up.