I check stickyrice from time to time but I never really felt like writing here. I guess I dont know what to say because its a shared space. I dont mind sharing but I dont know hahah. Well I guess I can discuss this little problem I have. I have this problem where I dont like to be around a lot of new people. I like little small groups because more things can be done and lots of bonding can result from these small groups. Big groups intimidate me. I hate feeling that feeling of being out numbered because since I'm shy, its easier for me to get caste out. eh... whatevers I need a job. I will go to the mall and try to look for one.

Its been a while, I think its time to write something. I want to go to a cafe and just sit with my good friends and just talk and get to know each other again. I realized that I do not enjoy the company of my "old" friends any more. I wish to come home and just sit by my computer and listen to music. Yesterday was so fun, I'm glad I decided to go out. sigh.. I dont know what to do anymore. everything is just so messed up.

I found this on the web on the ricebowl journal boards : Flash Boyfriend

I feel so bad for neglecting sticky.rice. I promise the move will be made sometime in the next two weeks since I won't be working.